Getting a Late Start

I apologize to those of you who keep checking to see if and when I'll finally actually write something. Well, it seems that today is the day! It's also a sad day. You'll notice that the Blog Title has been changed...we are no longer expecting a baby. That is not completely true...we still are expecting to have a baby, but turns out that our first baby just wasn't meant to be born. Gee, I sound so calm and at peace with it. Well, let me tell you--I am NOT!

Time to change the subject...
CNN.com reported today that Senator Feingold stormed out of a Senate Judiciary Committee hearing after a shouting match with Senator Specter. The feud was sparked by the order of the day, which happened to be the committee voting to take a Constitutional Amendment banning gay marriage to the Senate Floor for debate. The measure passed 10-8 (I haven't checked the partisan support behind the vote yet). Apparently Senators, including Specter, who do not support the Amendment nevertheless voted to take it to the full body for debate. Specter claims that it is an important issue which merits a Senate debate. We all know that statement is a bunch of crap. This is the 2004 election all over again! Republicans are bringing this issue to the forefront to help bring out voters for the upcoming mid-term election. This same strategy (call Karl Rove what you will, but this strategy was brilliant) brought conservatives out of the woodwork to vote two years ago and kept Mr. Bush in the White House. (If you don't know me...he will always be Mr. Bush to me:)

I am just so frustrated by this and other neverending political tactics that bog down our government and do NOTHING to help our country. I am no longer a naive college student who is so excited and humbled by our political system. Ten years ago my dream was to be a part of this system...in fact, to one day be elected to the Senate. Needless to say, reality has set in a bit over the past ten years. Since law school and our move to Tennessee, I find myself outside the political world, looking in...and I don't like what I see. I still vote. I still encourage others to vote and always will. I still stand up for what I believe in and try to educate others on what I consider to be political issues. But, I am too often disgusted by what is happening in Washington and no longer harbor any dreams of one day serving my country in that capacity. I do not think it is possible to truly serve a constituency...to do so would mean only being elected to one term. Let me say that I am not only upset with Republican politicians, but just as many Democrats. How many Democrats in Congress voted to renew the Patriot Act? Very few even put up a fight, even after they had ample time to reflect and realize the dangers this legislation poses to our country.

No, I may never get to serve my country in the Legislature, but I will continue to serve and honor the Constitution everyday. I will continue to be a voice for those accused of crimes and ensure that their civil rights and liberties are protected at every stage and for this opportunity, I am truly grateful. I may not have my dream, but I feel as if the work I'm doing now is just as important, if not more so, than what is being done (or not being done) in Washington.