Lost Thoughts

Here are my "Lost Thoughts" for this week's episode in no particular order:

1. I called it . . . John Locke's deadbeat dad and Sawyer's "Tom Sawyer" were, in fact, one and the same. This is my second character connection to be verified in the past few weeks...the last was that Jack and Claire were siblings.

2. They are NOT in purgatory. I think the writers are clearly using this theory as a red herring. John's dad didn't die...the main guy playing God (whoever he may be) orchestrated the accident and owned the ambulance that picked him up. I don't yet have an answer to the fact that the plane was found, though the same explanation could hold true. Anyone seen Wag the Dog? If you can fake a war, you can certainly fake the discovery of a plane at the bottom of the ocean. The aforementioned "God" figure obviously wants some of these people to remain on the island and for the island not to be found, so it is plausible that they would fake such a discovery.

3. I'm over Jack. He's been pissing me off for awhile, but when he pulled that crap with Kate this week saying "she's not ready" to learn whatever secret Juliette wanted to share with her...he was doing no more than pulling a Ben. Come on! Of course, I don't feel sorry for Kate because she never should have gone to Jack with that information. I'm guessing though that it was a "you broke my heart and now I want to hurt you by showing you that your friends don't trust you" gesture. Love and heartbreak make us all do stupid things....for this, I forgive her.

4. Sawyer. I love this character. My heart broke for him this week. Obviously, you don't want to think of him as a murderer and even after he kills "Tom Sawyer" with his bare hands, you still don't see him as a murderer...at least I didn't. So, now what? He gets to go back to Kate who is using him while she's in love with Jack. I know he's caused a lot of pain in his past, but he deserves to finally put his past behind him and be happy, right?

5. Locke. Ugh, John Locke. I did love the moment after Sawyer killed his father when Locke simply said "Thank you." I'm also glad to know that he still cares about the camp (giving sawyer the information and evidence against Juliette). I'm not sure what I think of this "I'm on my own journey now" crap. I'm just over his weirdness. The only good thing about him going on this journey is that we will hopefully start to get some answers about this island.

6. Foreshadowing. In 3 nights they will raid the beach. So, the season finale may hold Sun being kidnapped. And, why does Rousseau need the dynamite? Will she confront her daughter before the season ends?

7. Final thoughts. I love Desmond's character and I love the new alliances and friendships. I can't agree with Kristi the Horse that Juliette is fantastic because I frankly can't stand her. Also, I get the impression that no one really likes Ben...why doesn't someone kill him or otherwise put him in his place?

Until next time . . .

It's Official

It's official. Having a baby has truly changed my life, scrambled my brain. Before this weekend, other than adjusting to less sleep, I could have argued that my life was not much different. Then it happened...this past Saturday...I FORGOT the draft. ME...just completely forgot. I remembered about 4 hours in, just in time to catch the end of the first round.

Despite the fact that it's changed me, I am enjoying motherhood. I'm loving my weekends with Jake. We've been able to spend lots of alone time on Saturdays. He hasn't weighed in for a couple of weeks, but he's definitely well over 8 pounds now.

Mother's Day weekend, we are walking in the March of Dimes WalkAmerica (www.walkamerica.org/jakerice). It terrifies me how many people I personally know who have been touched by premature births. I know that Jake is part miracle and partly a product of all of the research and development accomplished with the help of the March of Dimes. So, I'm really looking forward to working with this organization.

Okay, back to Heroes . . . which has become a television version of the X-men. Of course, I love the X-men!

Saturday Night

These days, my Saturday night's are simply thrilling. I'm still in my pajamas at 9:25 p.m. and posting to this blog. I really don't have anything to say, but did want to post some newer pictures of Jake. He is now weighing in at nearly 7 1/2 pounds. Today he's been eating about every hour and a half, so he may just make it to 8 pounds this week:) He's still on his heart monitor, but barely wearing it. He's had no real alarms since we've been home, so he now just has to wear it when he's asleep and we're not close by. We can get rid of it for good once he undergoes a sleep study. Overall, Jake is still the sweetest thing and Andy and I are still counting our blessings!!!

Still Addicted

I really would love to be one of those people who isn't addicted to television, who can pass their time reading a book (which I do often), cooking, cleaning, etc. I really would, but I'm just . . . well, I'm just too lazy. Since I am a lazy, TV addict, I may as well expound on the addiction.

Friday Night Lights - - I LOVE this show. I really want America to LOVE this show too so it will stay on the air. I know it's creepy now that I'm officially in my 30s, but Riggins, the tough guy on the outside, sweet on the inside, hot all over, football star is just yummy. It's not quite as creepy now that he is sleeping with a woman on the show who is older than me:)

Lost - - This is the show that I really, truly wish I could give up. It has really pissed me off this season, but no matter how bad it gets, I just can't stay away. I blame it on Party of Five - - the Salinger in me just can't help but tune in to see Matthew Fox. My thoughts so far as I watch it right now:

• Damn Locke for not keeping lookout and going after Ben . . . though I am still waiting to find out why . . . fat chance they'll actually answer that question tonight.


• Kate and Jack really do love each other. As of now (10:30), I'm thinking his love for Kate will ultimately keep him on the island.

Well, the little man is crying and Andy is trying to sleep. Apparently, it is not, in fact, a certain little guy's bedtime. Or, maybe, just like his mommy, he just has to watch Lost too.

Gratuitous Jake picture of the day - -

Memories

Been thinking of Paris today . . . watched a Rick Steves show on it earlier today. Then, I backed up our pictures from Europe and thought I'd upload this one. This was taken on our first day in Paris . . . it looks like a gorgeous day--and it was, but was also pretty frigid--especially a the top of the Eiffel Tower. I can't wait to go back...a few short days in Paris was not enough. We have so much more to see. Of course, it's going to be a bit more difficult to make such a far trip now that Jake is here!

That's What She Said

I hate coming up with a title for these things. I'm watching The Office, so loyal fans will know where I got this title. While we are on this topic, I must say that Dwight Shrute is the most awesome (yes, I said awesome) character to EVER be on television. I love Dwight!

So, this is a picture of my 38 week gestational age son holding his own bottle. We keep trying to explain to him that he's not even supposed to be born yet, but he doesn't seem to notice or care.

I also had to add the second picture because it is just so damned cute! Jake was wide awake tonight after bath time (which he seems to really like...after the initial shock of being in water) and being so adorable! He's also wearing his new OSU hat for the first time...in support of their first tournament game. Unfortunately, he has no UT gear small enough for him right now.

Tomorrow, Tomorrow, I Love You . . .

What would have me singing like Annie, you may ask? WE'RE GOING HOME . . . TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rooming in with Jake last night went really well. The comforts of a hospital room leave something to be desired, but being in the same room with Jake for more than a few hours more than makes up for the accommodations.

I'm still rather in shock that we are finally bringing our baby boy home. He's coming home on a monitor. I'm happy for the extra piece of mind, though my goodness is that damned thing loud! :)

Feeding time! More later . . .

Back in the Saddle

ANDREW JACOB "JAKE" RICE

Born January 10, 2006 4:46 p.m.

I thought that was a great way to begin . . . it explains why I've been MIA for so long. Although I could easily compose a small novel recounting the past 6 weeks, I'll try to break it down briefly. . . Due to a sudden onset (and very severe) of toxemia, Jake was able to make his appearance a bit early...11 weeks early! We have truly been blessed with a wonderful and HEALTHY child...which is no small feat for a 29 week preemie.

Jake continues to reside in the NICU (in his new, fabulous private room!) at UTMC, though we hope to bring him home very soon. He's been off of oxygen for a couple of weeks, is now in a crib bed, holding his own heat and keeping his stats stable. Up next...ditching that feeding tube. I'm confident he'll get the bottle/breast feeding down in no time (we just started tonight).

This picture is from tonight's visit. Not only is he grinning (which he does often), but he is also striking a Heisman pose! I'll do my best to keep the blog updated and post updated pictures of Jake...but with my schedule, I make no promises:)

Thanksgiving Memories

Random memories from favorite (or most memorable) Thanksgivings past:

• Sophomore year of high school. Grandma was home from the hospital just in time for Thanksgiving. First experience with pre-prepared dinner from Bob & Carls...yummy. Also remember picking up biscuits with my mom from KFC (when it was still Kentucky Fried Chicken:)
• Early Thanksgivings at Granny's. Hanging out in Granny's kitchen. Grandpa saying grace before we ate.
• Our first Thanksgiving in TN in our own home. Realizing how easy it was to fix a turkey. Using our new dining room furniture for the huge spread of food. Isabelle wandering through the house meowing at the smell of turkey cooking in the oven!

What I'm thankful for this year (top 5):

• Healthy, fantastic and active JAKE!
• Mom's health!!!
• Spending Thanksgiving in Ohio (which means no cooking:)...and seeing family
• Andy, Andy, Andy
• Spending Friday with Mikah

Glendale Here We Come!

Well, I guess I'm not technically headed to Glendale. We opted to buy the new flat panel HDTV instead. I also just realized that I have a jury trial that begins the morning after the National Championship game. So, as thrilled as I am that OSU is making it's second appearance in 5 years, it looks as though I'll be watching the game later in the week:(

The Rice household is obviously beaming over Saturday night's victory over MI. Based on the polls out today, I think that nearly the entire nation is in agreement: MI remains the #2 team in the Nation. Accordingly, I think it only makes sense that MI face OSU in the National Championship, right? What a surprise, an SEC coach doesn't agree:

Florida coach Urban Meyer said Sunday a rematch between Michigan and Ohio State would be cause for immediate change to the BCS.
"If that does happen, all the (university) presidents need to get together immediately and put together a playoff system," he said. "I mean like now, January or whenever to get that done."

Is he serious? FL struggled against Vandy and GA and barely won against SC and TN. Yet Meyers thinks the BCS is flawed if MI and OSU meet again? Is he kidding? Is he disputing that MI is the #2 team in the nation. Please keep in mind that 1. As an Ohio native, the Wolverines are my sworn enemy and 2. As much as they deserve to be in Glendale, I'd be perfectly happy if OSU were to meet another team (not anxious to go through the anxiety of last weekend again). But, fair is fair...and right now, fair is to have a rematch in my opinion. Because of strength of schedule, if USC wins out, I do understand how they could jump into the #2 position....but they lost to unranked Oregon State! MI lost only to the #1 team in the nation...by only a field goal.

To sum it up, Urban Meyer just won himself a position up there with Tuberville as a snot-nosed whiner!!!

In truth, I would love nothing better than for FL to get the bid to the National Championship game. The only thing sweeter than a Tennessee victory over the Gators would have to be the Buckeyes kicking the crap out of them!!!

The Time Has Come...Almost

1 Day, 2 Hours, 35 Minutes . . .
Click here for official countdown on espn.com.

I'd love to talk about my Buckeyes and my anticipation of the big game, but a more important story just came across the wires.

Rest in Peace, Bo. I was just reviewing the obituaries in my hometown newspaper and thinking how terrible it would be to pass away just before this game. Okay, so I admit that I'm a freak:) I'm sure Woody will look forward to seeing the game tomorrow with his old friend.

So Close!

1 Day, 21 Hours, 45 Minutes . . .
I know that I promised to find something interesting to blog about today. I'm sorry, I've failed. I, however, did come across a great website today. Check out Songs of The Ohio State University. It not only has lyrics to all relevant OSU songs, but also offers a history of the song and audio. Reviewing these songs also has me in the mood to relearn the alma maters for Denison and UT (which I usually remember this time of year just from attending the games...I miss my Vols this year).

Another Day Down

2 days, 23 hours, 45 minutes . . .

With all the anticipation for Saturday, it's difficult to focus on any other topic for discussion. I'll work on something interesting for tomorrow.

The Countdown Continues

3 days, 23 hours . . .
And my heart continues to race with the anticipation.

The Countdown . . .

5 days, 2 hours, 5 minutes . . .

If you have no idea what I'm counting down, check out any Sports website (espn.com, si.com, etc.) and you'll find it as the top story. Read a few while you're there. I did today and had goosebumps the whole time! I'm even more excited now that the Rice household has joined the ranks of HDTV watchers. The scarlet and gray never looked so sweet!

Playing Catch Up

Okay, so I’ve been MIA for a long time. Well, now I have a lot to catch up on.
1. We’re having a BOY!!!
2. OSU v. Michigan in 9 days . . .
3. The Democrats took both houses of Congress….and Rumsfeld is out!!!
4. Just got back from a fantastic trip to NYC with 6 of my girlfriends.
5. Did I mention we're having a boy?! I think that will have to be the focus of this post. So, this first ultrasound picture proves it. If you can't tell, the arrow is pointing at the penis. How funny is it that I have a penis growing inside of me? :) Anyway, this shows his little bottom and his legs. The next picture is my very favorite . . . This one shows his perfect little face with his hands up just in front of his chin. It was truly amazing how much he's grown!

I'm also feeling him move regularly now...and I love that only I can feel him right now.

So, world, meet my son...Jacob (Jake). Formally to be either Andrew Jacob or Jacob Andrew. Isn't he gorgeous?! :)

Credit Where Credit Is Due

BCS
The first BCS standing are out. You'd think that I would have little to complain about with my beloved Buckeyes firmly sitting at #1. Well, "not so fast my friend!" Sorry, couldn't help myself. And, rarely will you find a pregnant woman with nothing to complain about:) As a Buckeye fan, it is in my blood to loathe the team to the North. However, I am a football fan. I don't only watch OSU and UT games, I watch football all day Saturday and reruns of games oftentimes throughout the week. I've seen teams from every conference. I've seen USC....I've seen the team to the North. Sorry to say their name Woody, but MI deserves the #2 spot. Obviously the majority of coaches in country disagree with me since they also have USC at #2...though come on, how many games do these coaches really get to watch? If you haven't noticed, they have something a little better to do with their Saturdays. Note: It's quite strange to be a completely (well, sort of) objective observer of the college football scene...I'm so used to hating MI b/c they're MI and FL for the same reason (more about FL below). Where my objectivity stops:
Tommy Tuberville
He is actually still bitching about being shut out of the National Championship two years ago. Really Tommy? How about you focus on this year and this team? You obviously didn't do that when preparing to play Arkansas! I don't know what it is about this man, but he just rubs me the wrong way. Do I think the BCS is fair? Not really. Do I have a better solution. No. Do I think it is really set up to screw conferences like the SEC? Of course...flash back to 2001 SEC Championship game that killed UT's hope of competing for Nat'l Championship. Nevertheless, BCS is what we have now, so quit bitching and deal with it. What does it matter now anyway...you lost to Arkansas!!!!
The "More on Florida"
Obviously, I'm a huge Troy Smith fan and I do support his Heisman candidacy. That fact may skew my next comments...though, honestly, as long as the Heisman winner has earned it, I won't be upset if Troy doesn't win...really. I don't think he cares much either...he's just a class act. Anyway, back to the point. Chris Leak for Heisman...Leak for Heisman? Really? I'm not sure that people are really strong in this belief when it's discussed, but it has been discussed. My problem with "Chris Leak for Heisman?" He is sharing the job! Sure, his stats are great, but he is not getting every snap! Meanwhile, Smith, White, Ange, etc. are the sole QBs on their teams...they take every snap....they are involved in every play (unless they're way ahead and want to give the second string a chance:). Tebow is taking a stronger and stronger role in the FL offense every game. I don't care if they are using him as a tailback...he is in as QB! Accordingly, I scoff at any mention of Leak for Heisman. Come on!

This concludes today's session of "a pregnant lady ranting about college football."

LOST Thoughts

1. I assume the "new love interest for Jack" that I read about is going to be Julia/Juliet
[Kristen A Jones] - This may be naïve of me, but I like her. I want to know her story. Of course, I want to know all of their stories. Maybe it was the migraine, but Jack REALLY got on my nerves last night.
Yeah, the whole obsessive Jack was a bit annoying. But I also think she is just playing him...he is part of an experiment...so I'm not sold on her yet...she has to earn my trust. Also, I'm not convinced she had a whole file on Jack. Not that it's very likely, but they could have obtained all of that information in other ways (i.e. spying on them for the past 2 months)
[Kristen A Jones] Good Point! However, I do think they want him believe they have the power to get this info.
2. How creepy was it when Ben (Henry Gale) said to Kate...."because the next 2 weeks are going to be very unpleasant."???
[Kristen A Jones] - Yes, I found this eerie and wondered if they have been given the “sickness,” or if they are going to be put through grueling tests. I would have eaten the eggs and drank the coffee!
I'm not going to like this "defeated" Kate. It is just too sad...I love her and how strong she's always been. And, did you see her wrists? Poor thing!
[Kristen A Jones] Yes, it is sad, but wouldnÂ’t you be defeated too? I think I would just want to live with the others in civilization!
3. Guy that escaped....an Other? I think so.
[Kristen A Jones] Since he was young, maybe he was born into the Others, but does not share their ideals. Maybe he is rebelling like a young adult that moves across the country.
I think he's an Other and the whole thing was set up as part of an experiment to see if Sawyer would follow his lead and directions.
[Kristen A Jones] This is a really good point. It is just a big experiment.
4. Note that Julia/et used a CD at beginning of episode...so we can guess how long they've been there. No more than, what 12 or so years (large volume of cds, even if cds have been around longer, selection would not have been there...hmmm, i bet we could look up when that song was first released on cd).[Kristen A Jones] I think they have to have been there longer because of RussoÂ’s daughter growing up with them. I think this was a sign of contact with civilization. Her daughter is in her teens, right?
I didn't think about that. I think Alex is supposed to be about 16. Hmmm, interesting.
5. Looks like the love triangle is pointing toward the Kate/Sawyer match.
[Kristen A Jones] Yes, I think that is the way the people want it. I'd really be happy either way b/c I love them both. So sexy:)
6. I realize Jack had reason not to trust his father, but jeez louise!! He was a psycho stalker! He drove his Dad back to drinking!! No wonder he has issues! I think maybe we were just being mislead to think that there could possibly be something between Sarah and his Dad. It was terrible.
I felt so bad for him and was really pissed that she wouldn't just tell him who the guy was. I also think that this is the drinking binge when his dad goes to Australia and dies...would explain a lot. Also makes me feel so sorry for Jack.

I canÂ’t wait for next week when we get to see the rest of the survivors. Also, I thought the first two minutes of this episode was phenomenal. It literally made me sit up on the couch.
I also can't wait until the hot guy from Love Actually is introduced as a new character. Plus, what happened to Locke and DesmonEkod Ekko....so much to find out. Oh, and did you see the preview where it makes it look like Sun gets shot? Terrible.[Kristen A Jones] Yes, I am afraid she will lose the baby – or die since she has had sex on the island.

Also, do you think that Ben and Julia were involved at one time? I got a small vibe about that. Either that or he is the leader, but she doesn't "worship" him like everyone else and is her own, strong personality. [Kristen A Jones] I kind of thought Ethan was her husband. Maybe not, but at the beginning, when he was under the house fixing the pipes, I just assumed it was her husband under there. I definitely do not think she is the typical “Other.”

Catching up . . .

Since it has been so long, I thought there would be no harm if I made two posts today.

Why I think we're having a girl:

1. Had a dream it is a girl (though I was disappointed in said dream!);
2. High heartbeat, which some claim points to girl (though absolutely no scientific correlation);
3. Chinese Calendar says girl (though one Chinese calendar I consulted said boy?);
4. From day 1 Andy and I both have had a strong "girl vibe;" and
5. God is sure to punish me (pay me back) for all of the bickering, fighting and headaches I caused my own mother over the years.

My biggest fear if I find out in 4 1/2 weeks (i'm not counting down or anything:) that we're having a girl: having a sudden urge to buy all things PINK. Ugh! I know I'll do it, I'm sure it's inevitable. Meanwhile, I'm telling myself that the nursery will still be blue and yellow and red and green (all primary colors) and that I will NOT give in to the Pink!

So, given that it's been quite awhile, I have a plethora of pinatas...I mean topics to choose from. I could talk about the pregnancy and how it is going well and how we'll find out the gender on November 3rd!!! Or, I could discuss all of the horrendous shootings in the news. Or, I could be depressing and discuss loss in general, since there has been plenty to go around lately. Instead, I'm going to talk about Ohio and Poop.

Several weeks ago, Andy and I were in the middle of our Saturday morning ritual, watching College GameDay, who happened to be covering Ohio State...at Texas. One can't help but scan the dozens of signs in the crowd. Well, I actually missed one in particular, but thanks to the DVR, Andy alerted me and we were able to rewind and verify... There, on national TV, from Austin, TX, on a white poster board with simply black lettering was the most articulate sign I've ever seen: OHIO = POOP

No, not Ohio State equals poop...just the state of Ohio in general. I must say, I'll never forget that sign and never fail to laugh each and every time Andy and I bring it up! Well, GameDay happened to cover OSU again this weekend and here were my two favorites:
1. "Troy Smith Loves Unicorns" (with a pretty rainbow behind the lettering) Really, is this supposed to be an insult? Who doesn't love unicorns.
2. "Go Hawkeyes, Beat Tressels Nuts" Bravo! Someone who knows and understands what a Buckeye is!!! Interestingly, I believe it was during the Texas coverage, one sign had something to do with eating said nuts...joke is still on the Horns b/c if you eat them, you will be poisoned (and since they are from OH, be eating some form of Poop as well:)!!!